Will turkey and stuffing fill this hole in my heart?

I made it home for Thanksgivingbreak. We hit some serious snow right after we got off the turnpike. So that was intense. I missed snow and it was the good snow too, not the "snow" that we get out at school.

So I am thinking twice about this whole being home for thanksgiving thing. I really don't want to have to deal with this sister crap. I am mainly frustrated because it SHOULDN'T even BE MY PROBLEM. I was in my family issues class today with Dr. Bird, man... that is one professor that I will severely miss come next semester. A quote from one of his books:
"SOBs are randomly distributed throughout life, so one will always be in an arm's reach."

"Some of them just continue to linger in your life..."- Bird
"EWWWWWWWWWWWWWW...."ME hahaha I totally said that too.

Then we continued to talk about the issue of forgiving people who do not apologize or who never change their ways. This is something that isever present in my life and is popping up more and more all around me. Which is a good question. Seriously... just think about it. I guess it all depends on the situation. Do you need to continue being around the person? If so.... you need to pray a lot about it... you need to make a hard effort with God's strength and not your own to act in a Christian like manner. What if there was once love in that relationship and now, because of trust being shattered that love is really bruised. How do you continue that relationship? What is the answer?

I am really not wanting to be here. I am feeling depressed and I really don't want to have to deal with this Holly crap this Thanksgiving. We are sharing a bed. I am in my annoyed mood too and this SPAM space bar key that sticks definitely is not helping me keep the emotions under rap. Mara is freaking out because of some noise on the roof and is practically sitting on the laptop and trying to make me pet her. UGH! I am trying to get work done too but my parents keep trying to talk to me and I want to talk to them but I just can't be staisfied. What reallllllly stinks right now is that Greg is fully moved out. Well not fully but he isn't living here. So when Holly does get home I can't even go and talk to him. He isn't even here! I miss him a lot.